Here’s an informal review of another book from this year’s book list! Hope you enjoy it.
This fourth book of the Confessions took me FOREVER to get through. I’m not quite sure why it took so long for me to finish listening to this section, as it was interesting. The main themes dealt with are deception and heresy, death and loss, and the origin and substance of love.
I will share just a few quotes with you:
“For good it is to confess unto Thee, and to say, “Be merciful unto me, heal my soul, for I have sinned against Thee;” and not to abuse Thy goodness for a license to sin, but to remember the words of the Lord, “Behold, thou art made whole; sin no more, lest a worse thing come unto thee.” All of which salutary advice they endeavour to destroy when they say, “The cause of thy sin is inevitably determined in heaven;” and, “This did Venus, or Saturn, or Mars;” in order that man, forsooth, flesh and blood, and proud corruption, may be blameless, while the Creator and Ordainer of heaven and stars is to bear the blame. And who is this but Thee, our God, the sweetness and well-spring of righteousness, who renderest “to every man according to his deeds,”and despisest not “a broken and a contrite heart!””
And, speaking of the death of his closest friend, during the time when his view of God was skewed by a mystical and fairytale-like form of heresy:
“At this sorrow my heart was utterly darkened, and whatever I looked upon was death. My native country was a torture to me, and my father’s house a wondrous unhappiness; and whatsoever I had participated in with him, wanting him, turned into a frightful torture. Mine eyes sought him everywhere, but he was not granted them; and I hated all places because he was not in them; nor could they now say to me, “Behold; he is coming,” as they did when he was alive and absent. I became a great puzzle to myself, and asked my soul why she was so sad, and why she so exceedingly disquieted me; but she knew not what to answer me. And if I said, “Hope thou in God,” she very properly obeyed me not; because that most dear friend whom she had lost was, being man, both truer and better than that phantasm she was bid to hope in. Naught but tears were sweet to me, and they succeeded my friend in the dearest of my affections.”
And then, he seeks of his search to define beauty and fitness, outside of a full knowledge of the nature and being of God.
But not yet did I perceive the hinge on which this impotent matter turned in Thy wisdom, O Thou Omnipotent, “who alone doest great wonders;” and my mind ranged through corporeal forms, and I defined and distinguished as “fair,” that which is so in itself, and “fit,” that which is beautiful as it corresponds to some other thing; and this I supported by corporeal examples. And I turned my attention to the nature of the mind, but the false opinions which I entertained of spiritual things prevented me from seeing the truth. Yet the very power of truth forced itself on my gaze, and I turned away my throbbing soul from incorporeal substance, to lineaments, and colours, and bulky magnitudes. And not being able to perceive these in the mind, I thought I could not perceive my mind. And whereas in virtue I loved peace, and in viciousness I hated discord, in the former I distinguished unity, but in the latter a kind of division. And in that unity I conceived the rational soul and the nature of truth and of the chief good to consist. But in this division I, unfortunate one, imagined there was I know not what substance of irrational life, and the nature of the chief evil, which should not be a substance only, but real life also, and yet not emanating from Thee, O my God, from whom are all things. And yet the first I called a Monad, as if it had been a soul without sex, but the other a Duad,-anger in deeds of violence, in deeds of passion, lust,-not knowing of what I talked. For I had not known or learned that neither was evil a substance, nor our soul that chief and unchangeable good.”
- Thoughts On The Confessions, Book Two (thinkinlikegavroche.wordpress.com)
- The Third Book of “Confessions” (thinkinlikegavroche.wordpress.com)
- Taking Home “The Confessions of St. Augustine” (thinkinlikegavroche.wordpress.com)
- My Musings On The Confessions, Book One (thinkinlikegavroche.wordpress.com)
I finished a book from this year’s list! (To see the rest of my list, scroll down the right hand column of this blog.)
Click here for my review: http://www.shelfari.com/books/14274233/Dark-Life/reviews/3424688
Click here to access the official website for the book: http://www.scholastic.com/darklife/
- Books To Read In 2012 (thinkinlikegavroche.wordpress.com)
I just took the very first book on this year’s reading list off of the shelf, at the library where I work. Guess what? I’m going to be the FIRST person to read it and it was purchased June 7, 2007.
I’m a little scared, to be honest. Yet, intrigued at the same time…
I’m not going to try and gobble this one down. It will be a process and I’m definitely going to read other books while I’m working on this one.
What about you? Have you ever read it? If so, what were YOUR thoughts?
Back in 2010, I had a list of books that I was planning on reading. I didn’t finish all of them, but it was a good experience none the less. It forced me to read books that I wouldn’t have otherwise, some of which I hated, and a few which I ended up loving.
This year I have a much smaller list. I’m including it in this post, but you can also find it in the righthand sidebar, underneath all the orange buttons. As I go, I will cross out the books in the sidebar menu that I’ve read and post a review of some sort.
I hope you will join me on this adventure! Feel free to share your experiences and opinions related to the titles in the comments section of my posts.
Books To Read In 2012
Falls, Kat M
Anderson, Laurie Halse
St. Augustine’s Confessions
The Maze Runner
Brave New World
Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?
Dick , Philip K.
A Chance to Die: The Life and Legacy of Amy Carmichael
The Book Thief